WOOTS!

holy shit, ITS CAMP MAN! =D

u know what that means?!

no?

it means, we spent $90 on a place to stay and (probably) sucked food! (Y) <-- the msn tumbs up thing

and we have to pay for everything thing else that we wanna spend on! =D

and the supposed "plan by the class" thing is a LIE!!!

not only me, other ppl dosent know the full program UNTILL TODAY!

the games for my class is stupid! =D

can u freaking imagine playing chicken run (whatever it is, its not gonna be good) in the middle OF THE FUCKING SANTOSA?! =D

and the "forced to be in a group" games.... nice

if i've see their face for the 2nd year and i still dont talk to them, i probably (and i do) not really want to talk to them, i can live without them

im not saying i hate them (not all, that is) but, seriously, grouped games? really?!

1hr movie "marathon" lol

kick boxing, really? 

THIS CAMP IS GONNA ROCK!!!

AND U KNOW WHAT??!

GOOD THINGS COME IN 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I STILL GOT ONE MORE CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

BB CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FULL UNIFORM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BE SHOUTED IN THE FACE FOR NO FUCKING REASON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FORCED LABOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(heh? this is just...not true, almost, not true *finger wag*)

I LOVE THIS WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XD

AND I LOOK SO DAMN WEIRD WITH MY NEW BAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, im good =)

Random stickman who?

lolol...maybe i should use it as my youtube "production" name, can u imagine "random stickman production presents" 

so, who am i really?

im a guy with 3 more guys inside, that talks too much

im crazy at times

im "non-logical" (quote from my mom)

i gets irritated easily, u dont see it doesnt mean its not there

i think too damn much, or maybe its no. 2's fault, yup, blame bob

i'd rather be an animal, then human

i agreed that, no, the earth dont need saving, we are the one that needs saving

its starting to get weird to eat chicken/beef/pork/fish/ect and then pet my cat...what makes my cat special then the chicken that i just ate? yup, im slowly eating less meat

if u still dont know, i want to be a vet, a dream...thats like a soap bubble, popping soon

i was in 1 lesson of piano when i was 5 and i learnt that wheres the middle c, lolol, and then i played violin from p1 to p3, and i still have the undead zombified violin in the store room

have been to guitar lessons and brought the classical guitar, and then after a month or two, X.X died

then have been into a month of bass lesson, awesome, no strumming, i cant strum for nuts, lol and i found out later that i've been holding the guitar pick the "bass" way all along, no wonder i cant strum

i trust ppl to easily, including myself

im invisible, i can stand there and u can dont notice me if i dont talk to u =) u have no idea how many times i have "sneaked up" on my maid when all i was doing is to get some thing from the fridge

smiles, quite a lot

do things without thinking, which sucked

according to the servay thing, im too emotional, that it, its official, emo.........................................D=

and, i should be an actor?

i see myself getting killed by a failed attempt to do some crazy ass shit like jumping across that ____(insert crazy ass shit thing to jump over) or sth like that

so, who am i really? 

i dont really like who i am really now...in my mind, theres the "perfect" me, and it looks nth like i am now...

that guy have a modified ford focus for starters lol

Late night awesomeness

its not really awesome...

im so tired, i could stair right at the comuter's face/screen and sleep

what's keeping me awake?

im even struggling to find something to do....

but, i just dont wanna sleep...

D=

having ideas to make a video...lol, maybe i sould stop making videos...whats the point?

whats the point of it all?

we r all programed to die

so.......................................................................................this only proves one thing

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im freaking bored

lolol

this week, once again, zoomed passed, its already sunday, wow

they say time flies when ur having a good time, i think i does to when u have a heavy list of shit u have to do, mon this srp, tue that srp, this and that, blah blah blah bull shit...

so my brother bought another game with "his own money" teamforest 2

i said no, my mom said no, he still bought it, it cant be helped i guess

ok, lets list down one fact about human beings, we are all programed to respond to baby cries, we want them to stop, and we would do anything to stop it

well, dealing with a real baby is easy, diper problem or hungry, or just wanna see ur fac coz the baby missed u so, simple

but when u're dealing with a gaint 10yr old crying boy, its a total different story

he wants more, WAY MORE then what regular babies do....

so, today coming back, the 1st thing i hear when i put down my head set, u guessed it, cries

y? from my understanding, he thinks he is fat and he dosent like it

well, fine

but what did he did later that night? he had 2 and a 3 bites less of lamb chop(eaten by my mom and me lol), complete with baked beans and the heavily distorded "salad", the white shit thingie they sell in store 3 too?

and thats not it, seaweed, 6 packet in a roll, well its only 1 seaweed per packet, but he already cleared one gaint bag, 100 packet worth of seaweed within 3 weeks just a week ago... and my mom and i had not EVEN TOUCHED THE SEAWEED

and a packet of garlic crackers, and he wanted to open that bag of corn chips when i mentioned about it

and he ate all those at night when he just cried IRRITATINGLY in the afternoon about being fat...and when my mom wants to go out and buy a set of golf clubs (yeah, she wanted to pick up a "spot" which involves swinging a metal stick on a small white ball over and over and over again) my brother wassn't finnished cring and he was all like "DONT GO!!! D= DONT GO!!!"

= ="

and crawling on the floor (dont ask me y) and making that skin-to-floor squeeky sound...irritating...

who reading this, honestly think no one should cry at the age of 10?

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so, the next time u thought "how could karpak stand all those bull shit?!" think of what i stand at home all day long everyday....i've been trained and i've seen worst...

yup, thats the brother im stuck with for the rest of my life (or i'll get a break when i go canada =3)

al' righ' peace out yo! (black cool ganster tone with slomo effects and reflections from gold chain made into a dollar sign shape with this handsign \m/ lolololol)

Zombie Post

ITS ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (french accent)

decided to revive the blog..............whoa....................

march "holidays" are coming, woots!

11 mar -13 mar, $90 wasted on class "retreat" that "has been planned by the CLASS" and $16.50 wasted on a red shirt with a dude/dudest holding a camera covering his/her face and with "4 farth" at the bottom (roy said the 'i' looked like 'r', i don't know..don't wanna know..)

14 - 16 mar, bb camp, awesome = =" well, its actually not that bad, excluding the bb part, like waking up at 6 in the morning, wearing that fucking blue shit, just for that few minutes and change into pt kid for morning run...what r they trying to archive here?

and 17, chinese mock exam, three cheers for "holidays"

did i mention theres a chem extra lesson in the middle of the bb camp? =)

so, the word "holidays" is only there to mock us, we could be sleeping our ass off, but nooooooooooohhhhhhhh (china accent, lol) we are at some stupid camp, doing stupid things, and even you do have time to sleep, the guilt of doing nothing will hAunt (learned that spelling today =D) you for the rest of the day untill you grab a book

and this is only COMBINE-science level of stress

pure science ppl reading, best of luck for ur spa =)

art is demanding...and watching ppl like jone (correct spelling?), roy, geraint drarwing in front of me, just makes me dont feel like drawing anymore....im so pawned by them 

hey...there must be a posative side! u might say (and obviously u didn't)

well at least i still have time to type this! =)

one more thing, awesome stuff, http://www.futureme.org/ 

i even bothered hyperlinked it ok?!

go and post a email for ur future u, and dont change ur email, lol

i've already sent one to myself 10yrs later, hope i remember to read it, and i dont change my email

(i'll put this white so u guys cant see it! lolol but if u do read this, grats XD) a picture is all that it takes.... i still can't get pass you...

230th!

All this time wasted on blog, awesome

well, there are far more time wasted on far more stupid things, so, yay me?

humans r far from perfect..

we make our own decitions, thoughts, and when the idea hangs around long enough, enough ppl believe it, or u talked urself to believe it, it became what it known as "fact"

some, can be changed easily, some things just cant be cancelled

to ur eyes, it might be the absolute truth and u have no reason to challange it, to others, it might be plain stupid

open mind, ppl?

if things gets to blury, like when u pump nitrous into ur engine, ur speed start to fly till 200km/h, road  signs, buildings and everything outside became a blur, chill out a little, whats the rush, u still got a few more laps

save up ur nitrous, use it for boosting till the finishing line

wth, what am i typing, i have noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo clue at all

or do i?

just felt like typing, hahahahahahaha ha?

shhhhhhhh

ok

stop before the butterflies dies, they ain't so nice anyway, bugs

okokokokokokokok mom's stairing at me, nights ppl =)

Life-Less

before the post, HAPPY B'DAY GREY =) (dont really match what's below, lol)

last night, before a sleep, i watched this:

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and this morning i wake up, i watched a show about global warming

all human has done is to "improve" the enviorment to our own standerds

what is needed to wake us up? a hurrican in new york? (ny nvr have any hurrican) 

=\

so, im to kinda eat less meat, to eat less animals... (failed so far)

MCR video

My Chemical Romance - Desolation Row


awesome, haha

its a cover of an old song, which is nice too

they made it so different from the original, u will think its two different songs

ray toro (the afro guitarist) looks like slash (another afro guitarist) when he is doing the solo XD

its a song for the movie "watchman"

wonder what is it about =\

on totally unreated stuff, nth happened much this week

besides the MASSIVE extra classes we're gonna have, great = ="

10 pts for vet! 10 pts for mac! hey, it ryhems lol

my mom say if i got 10 pts i can have a mac book or sth

hahahahahaha

chacing an impossible dream here

i mean, seriously, can it be by chance 2 different teachers say i could not get an A for 2 different subsects?

hahahahahahahahaha............................= ="

stressed out in the moment