Benchwarmer

2 year in a row, im the "class team's" benchwarmer, and i sucked at it, i dont even have a bench to put my ass on

is it because i suck? that guy in my class sucked more then me

what is it then?

im just simply ignorable i guess =\

so, we lost, big deal, everyone expected the normals to win coz they have a CCA for it

hanesh was awesome there

nth much to say for today...

yay for the class that won?

i had no idea what idea happened to the girls side =\ so, who won? i have no idea lol

and the normal ppl was kinda more fun to be with sometimes

everyone were shouting and making express-insulting jokes that makes ppl look at me when ever they do that, and i laughed with them XD

they have more team sprit i guess, even from different class, all of us just cheered for the 4ag when they were playing  against 4pa

I want to go where everyone goes, 
I want to know what everyone knows 
I want to go where everyone feels the same. 

I never said I'd leave the city, 
I never said I'd leave this town. 
A falling out we won't tiptoe about.

That Green Gentleman Panic! At the Disco

nice

Facebook much?

lol, ok, random facebook crazed...its over lol, just clicked loads of suffs on facebook, its weird(?)

and, if u have not seen my video, go check it out by now! XD

i saw this from mel, from a long long time ago, so

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
dont tell me you've heard another karpak
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
when i was angry at meself a month ago
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
when im not in a rush
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
when i at it for dinner
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS
i guess not =\
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
i would mock that guys square face
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
"Of course not"
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
i have no idea
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?.
nah, bungee jump is for noobs, skydiving FOR THE WIN! XD
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
ew, cereals = ="
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
thats a whole lotta wasted time there
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
C&C cookies and cream =)
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
their nose
15. RED OR PINK?
BLOODY RED
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
my square face and  the way a act sometimes
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
grandma, and her fish =)
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
nope, its a time waster
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
yucky yellow pants and invisable shoes
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
the motor of my fan, and bob answer the questions
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
whats wrong with asking "what's your favorite color?" = =" i guess i'll be  gray, the least used, so i dont get shorter =)
23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
not fart
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
I HATE TALKING ON PHONE!! DONT CALL ME!! sms me lol
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
red or blue paint dry 1st show
27. HAIR COLOR?
which part?
28. EYE COLOR?
what else?
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
im not louis = ="
30. FAVORITE FOOD
cheeze
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
whats wrong with scary movies that have happy endings?
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
race to witch mountain 5/10
33. WHAT COLOR OF SHIRT DO YOU LIKE TO WEAR?
black/white.
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
I LOVE SNOW
35. HUGS OR KISSES?
i hate this question = ="
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND TO?
pokes
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND TO?
you
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
is facebook a book?
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
its not MY mouse pad...and it got micky mouse on it, i dont use it
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
i fell asleep
42. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
friends laughing
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
beatles because he got my fav bass =)
44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Canada, the great white north
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
talent? maybe..special? NOPE
46 WHERE WERE U BORN?
Earth, im sure of that =)
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK
Not you, bob
48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
this is one retarded question
49. HAVE YOU ADDED YOUR OWN QUESTION?
nope, im too lazy

Back from campS, back to the real world

haha, campS............ultra tired.............

the bb camp was, i guess, one of the bast bb camps

y? we r sec4s! which means, 3 batch of ppl to boss around lolol

ok, fine, the sec3 dont really treat us like big boss...but the sec1s, lolololololol

all those little boys con-ed into bb, tsk tsk tsk

i guess this is what other kind of cca dosent offer, bossing ppl around and still can be justified

ok, im not those kind who boss ppl around, and watching "xiao quiang" and "he laughs" makes me feel like punching them, be chill no.3

but on the last day, when we were slacking, the sec1 have the 1st changing parade, changing from full-u to pe and to full-u again, because they dumped all the left over food into one perfectly good rice and throwed it away, they were like "EVEN UR SENIORS DONT DARE TO DO IT U GUY DO IT?!" and blah blah blah

and timo me and louis were looking at them getting blasted outside of the classroom, the "behind the scenes"

after the officer shouted at them, and asked them to change, he walked out, and then talked to us, a little joke around like "i asked them 'do u want to change into full-u and they said yes, so i let them change' " smart guys....and then he went back in to scold

so all those about "i dont like to scold u guys but u leave me no choice" bull crap is a LIE, they really do enjoy it, because at least timo me and louis were laughing

the best part, when there were changing, icy cold bubble tea came along and we shared the officer's cup, right in front of them, awesome =)

we also did a skit, it was...random, disgusting, and involes underwears, prostution, smoking and drink driving, and i did all of the above

that's the last day, now, the 2nd day

theres the night games, kidnap the csm (aka ben) and we decided to make a video of him getting kidnaped, guess who's the camera man and editor =)

it turns out awesome, some came up with ideas in the filming that i didnt came up with and its better then mine

but i prefer the editing part to be alone tho, i know what and how my video turns out and it would be ok, u guys saw it on youtube lol

and the 1st day, if u have not heard it by now, timo and chenyu got kicked out on the 1st 1/2 an hour they steped in the camp and came back the next day, lol

and today, chinese mock exam, did ultra horribly....im so freaking tired i cant think at all! D=

bah.....

edit: oyeah, i found out that i have one more extra shit on my elbow...now i got extra lump on my left shoulder and right elbow....HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Back from camp! AND gone for camp, AGAIN!!

BB CAMP........................................wtf

ok, before that, haha, i was right about this class retreat

the food sucked

$90 was probably went to the aerobic duos = =" 

the thing i remember from this camp? movies, movies, and movies

basically, the whole camp is watching movies

SAW IV (awesome, how could u run out? lol) the return (which was stupid, not scary AT ALL..except for the girls screaming at the back, that was really scary..) get smart, and dirty deeds(really, really, dirty)

and more i was too tired to watch....all those movies in one camp....wow, $90

this camp....we bacically spent 90 bucks to together, JUST LIKE SCHOOL

without the lesson part

which was kinda important as this is the "finnal lap"

and my class t-shirt, its, abstract, it dosent look like a camera AT ALL, no one could guess it, not even grace chua lolol

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

camp...

full u, waking up in 6am, why am i doing this...

at least, its the last camp, then, its OVER! WOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no more shits

hope i can survive the year...its sometimes worring every now and then when it pops out in my head...

o lvl...

10pts..

MY DREAM..

poof~ gone with the blastwave..

now i got the motivation (the 1st time in my life as i can remember) i should really go for it

VOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMM

lolol

okok, i should really get some sleep right now =)

WOOTS!

holy shit, ITS CAMP MAN! =D

u know what that means?!

no?

it means, we spent $90 on a place to stay and (probably) sucked food! (Y) <-- the msn tumbs up thing

and we have to pay for everything thing else that we wanna spend on! =D

and the supposed "plan by the class" thing is a LIE!!!

not only me, other ppl dosent know the full program UNTILL TODAY!

the games for my class is stupid! =D

can u freaking imagine playing chicken run (whatever it is, its not gonna be good) in the middle OF THE FUCKING SANTOSA?! =D

and the "forced to be in a group" games.... nice

if i've see their face for the 2nd year and i still dont talk to them, i probably (and i do) not really want to talk to them, i can live without them

im not saying i hate them (not all, that is) but, seriously, grouped games? really?!

1hr movie "marathon" lol

kick boxing, really? 

THIS CAMP IS GONNA ROCK!!!

AND U KNOW WHAT??!

GOOD THINGS COME IN 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I STILL GOT ONE MORE CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

BB CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FULL UNIFORM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BE SHOUTED IN THE FACE FOR NO FUCKING REASON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FORCED LABOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(heh? this is just...not true, almost, not true *finger wag*)

I LOVE THIS WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XD

AND I LOOK SO DAMN WEIRD WITH MY NEW BAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, im good =)

Random stickman who?

lolol...maybe i should use it as my youtube "production" name, can u imagine "random stickman production presents" 

so, who am i really?

im a guy with 3 more guys inside, that talks too much

im crazy at times

im "non-logical" (quote from my mom)

i gets irritated easily, u dont see it doesnt mean its not there

i think too damn much, or maybe its no. 2's fault, yup, blame bob

i'd rather be an animal, then human

i agreed that, no, the earth dont need saving, we are the one that needs saving

its starting to get weird to eat chicken/beef/pork/fish/ect and then pet my cat...what makes my cat special then the chicken that i just ate? yup, im slowly eating less meat

if u still dont know, i want to be a vet, a dream...thats like a soap bubble, popping soon

i was in 1 lesson of piano when i was 5 and i learnt that wheres the middle c, lolol, and then i played violin from p1 to p3, and i still have the undead zombified violin in the store room

have been to guitar lessons and brought the classical guitar, and then after a month or two, X.X died

then have been into a month of bass lesson, awesome, no strumming, i cant strum for nuts, lol and i found out later that i've been holding the guitar pick the "bass" way all along, no wonder i cant strum

i trust ppl to easily, including myself

im invisible, i can stand there and u can dont notice me if i dont talk to u =) u have no idea how many times i have "sneaked up" on my maid when all i was doing is to get some thing from the fridge

smiles, quite a lot

do things without thinking, which sucked

according to the servay thing, im too emotional, that it, its official, emo.........................................D=

and, i should be an actor?

i see myself getting killed by a failed attempt to do some crazy ass shit like jumping across that ____(insert crazy ass shit thing to jump over) or sth like that

so, who am i really? 

i dont really like who i am really now...in my mind, theres the "perfect" me, and it looks nth like i am now...

that guy have a modified ford focus for starters lol

Late night awesomeness

its not really awesome...

im so tired, i could stair right at the comuter's face/screen and sleep

what's keeping me awake?

im even struggling to find something to do....

but, i just dont wanna sleep...

D=

having ideas to make a video...lol, maybe i sould stop making videos...whats the point?

whats the point of it all?

we r all programed to die

so.......................................................................................this only proves one thing

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im freaking bored

lolol

this week, once again, zoomed passed, its already sunday, wow

they say time flies when ur having a good time, i think i does to when u have a heavy list of shit u have to do, mon this srp, tue that srp, this and that, blah blah blah bull shit...

so my brother bought another game with "his own money" teamforest 2

i said no, my mom said no, he still bought it, it cant be helped i guess

ok, lets list down one fact about human beings, we are all programed to respond to baby cries, we want them to stop, and we would do anything to stop it

well, dealing with a real baby is easy, diper problem or hungry, or just wanna see ur fac coz the baby missed u so, simple

but when u're dealing with a gaint 10yr old crying boy, its a total different story

he wants more, WAY MORE then what regular babies do....

so, today coming back, the 1st thing i hear when i put down my head set, u guessed it, cries

y? from my understanding, he thinks he is fat and he dosent like it

well, fine

but what did he did later that night? he had 2 and a 3 bites less of lamb chop(eaten by my mom and me lol), complete with baked beans and the heavily distorded "salad", the white shit thingie they sell in store 3 too?

and thats not it, seaweed, 6 packet in a roll, well its only 1 seaweed per packet, but he already cleared one gaint bag, 100 packet worth of seaweed within 3 weeks just a week ago... and my mom and i had not EVEN TOUCHED THE SEAWEED

and a packet of garlic crackers, and he wanted to open that bag of corn chips when i mentioned about it

and he ate all those at night when he just cried IRRITATINGLY in the afternoon about being fat...and when my mom wants to go out and buy a set of golf clubs (yeah, she wanted to pick up a "spot" which involves swinging a metal stick on a small white ball over and over and over again) my brother wassn't finnished cring and he was all like "DONT GO!!! D= DONT GO!!!"

= ="

and crawling on the floor (dont ask me y) and making that skin-to-floor squeeky sound...irritating...

who reading this, honestly think no one should cry at the age of 10?

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so, the next time u thought "how could karpak stand all those bull shit?!" think of what i stand at home all day long everyday....i've been trained and i've seen worst...

yup, thats the brother im stuck with for the rest of my life (or i'll get a break when i go canada =3)

al' righ' peace out yo! (black cool ganster tone with slomo effects and reflections from gold chain made into a dollar sign shape with this handsign \m/ lolololol)

Zombie Post

ITS ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (french accent)

decided to revive the blog..............whoa....................

march "holidays" are coming, woots!

11 mar -13 mar, $90 wasted on class "retreat" that "has been planned by the CLASS" and $16.50 wasted on a red shirt with a dude/dudest holding a camera covering his/her face and with "4 farth" at the bottom (roy said the 'i' looked like 'r', i don't know..don't wanna know..)

14 - 16 mar, bb camp, awesome = =" well, its actually not that bad, excluding the bb part, like waking up at 6 in the morning, wearing that fucking blue shit, just for that few minutes and change into pt kid for morning run...what r they trying to archive here?

and 17, chinese mock exam, three cheers for "holidays"

did i mention theres a chem extra lesson in the middle of the bb camp? =)

so, the word "holidays" is only there to mock us, we could be sleeping our ass off, but nooooooooooohhhhhhhh (china accent, lol) we are at some stupid camp, doing stupid things, and even you do have time to sleep, the guilt of doing nothing will hAunt (learned that spelling today =D) you for the rest of the day untill you grab a book

and this is only COMBINE-science level of stress

pure science ppl reading, best of luck for ur spa =)

art is demanding...and watching ppl like jone (correct spelling?), roy, geraint drarwing in front of me, just makes me dont feel like drawing anymore....im so pawned by them 

hey...there must be a posative side! u might say (and obviously u didn't)

well at least i still have time to type this! =)

one more thing, awesome stuff, http://www.futureme.org/ 

i even bothered hyperlinked it ok?!

go and post a email for ur future u, and dont change ur email, lol

i've already sent one to myself 10yrs later, hope i remember to read it, and i dont change my email

(i'll put this white so u guys cant see it! lolol but if u do read this, grats XD) a picture is all that it takes.... i still can't get pass you...