yay 160!!

wow..its the 160th post..not bad huh?

Ever have a steak in front of you, or whatever that u LOVE to eat, but, u cant have it, but, ur staring at it FOREVA, kinda feeling? maybe not..

owell...

ever wonder, does ppl REALLY see you? maybe not..

coz, no1 ever ignore you..

owell...

whould u care if i told u theres some1 outside looking for you??

too bad theres no1 outside...

can sth actually be so contradicting??

its, a totall killer, whoa

and, i still need to study...

sometimes, i wish its my birthday again...not for the presents...

its all the little that makes the different...

the tiniest thing could be a matter of life and death, if u know what i mean, most likely not, coz i have not told any1 lols

afterlife must be a good one...all, frozen and stuff...ppl remember you...having a special place in their heart...

i wonder y ppl, both chinese and the westerners (i guess..) used heart as the place for thoughts...for all the emotions...

in science, bio, heart is nth more then a lump of muscle that pumps blood thorough out your whole life

but, its almost like, your brain does nth at all about emotions...all of it feels like its from the heart...its all so real...like a knife that slash right into ur body, but, ur still standing...walking...

u could feel ur hear pumping...and every 'tug' sound, every breath, ur whole chest would cave in into a black whole of awesomeness and would nvr come out again

heh?

it might make totall sence, it might be a whole bunch of crap...i dont totally understand what above this line...but, maybe thats y songs seems to know you, seems to know excatly what ur going through...that just clicks right in...well, this shows, at least ur not alone...

you could say i told you so, if you want me to go...i hope your happy now =) no, really, i do =) coz normally u say this in a sarcastic way but not this time

O.O

its, the finnal count down

a day left to

the most awesome, super, ultra, the most, super wth, lol, bbq, irritating exam....

for pure bio, have fun on mon?

combine bio and phy ppl, good luck...good luck...

the most hated chinese is 2 days away...= =" great

owell, i want to learn french, its so cool

and im gonna own u all in french soon o.o

like, a year later...

ha

great

happy exams~ =D

THAT VIOLIN BASS WOULD BE MINE ONE DAY O.O!!!!

O.o

its, freaking wed...

normally, it means 2 more days to weekend

but, this week, its different

yea, its still 2 more days till weekend, but

BUT!!!

its not a normal weekend...

THERES A FREAKING EXAM NEXT WEEK!!! D=<

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and, it turns out i need to take a test called tovol or sth to get to a canadian school...which has 500 mcq on english grama/volcab/ and stuff...and i need, nope, not 300, but 450 TO PASS O.O

D=

or, i can use my o lvl, coz if i failed the 1st tovol thing, i might as well wait for the o lvl result, in canada(sadly?)

youtube just sucks my time away....theres sooooooooooooooooo many ppl out there that deserves so much more then a youtube show on youtube...i wonder y they dont get their own tv show or sth... =/

owell, most of my fav youtube star r gonna act in ONE SINGLE SKETCH O.O

cant wait

-a blog post's name-

wow...time flies, really really really really fast...

my mom and my bro is flying back...to do...what ever is needed...

when my mom asked, "do u want to go?" i had a really really really really hard time deciding...

i wanted to go because, well, i might be needed/wanted there...but i dont want to see all the people there...

there might be tears the might be not, i hate seeing sad faces...

well, mom gave the reason why shouldn't i go...study

so, i wont...

owell....im not the guy with the powers...i cant do much...so i should do what i can..study...study...

and, this mouse is nuts..

the battery was changed a few days ago and, again, the message popped out all the a sudden "Please change your mouse's battery"

and theres 2 options, OK or Help

after clicking, popping up, and more clicking, i gave up on clicking OK and clicked help, a few million times, nth else pop up...wth

and so i uncheck the blox below "Do not show me this message again" and, sure enough, 5mins later, "Please change your mouse's battery"....= ="

and it disapears after awhile, heh wth

BOOM TSK TSK BOMM TSK TSK BOOM (in a beatbox tone)

ADHD ROX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when ur stuck in a project or anything, and ur despride for ideas, BAM!!! but, it would be needing LOTS AND LOTS of refining....

ever wonder what goes on in a add guys brain??

its hard to explain...sth like, when u look at the book, ur head goes like "so the cell have a chloroplyll, and it can photosysthesis...."

but when i look at the book, i go like"so the cell have a chloroplyll....so what if the leaf have a jelly in it...can it still photosysthesis??"

well, thats not the best example but...yea, its preety much like that...

but, at the same time.....

ADHD SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u cant even think of things coz ur head is so full of things...

cant even study....obiously...when u spent 1/2 the time spacing out and doing stupid stuffs and stairing at the book....irritating...

and, add ppl have GAINT mood swings...and get all angry about little things..

and i was wondering, if u can beatbox a tissue to distruction when i was watching a SUPER PRO GUY beatboxing and wonder what happens if i put a tissue infront of him....i wonder..........

owell, i love what i have...well, at least the adhd part...

IT WAS THE INTERNATIONAL TALK LIKE PIRATES DAY O.O!!

on the other side of the rainbow is a toilet

im serious..

preety sad huh, after all the dreams of being a pot of gold/wonderland or sth like that, and it ends up like shit...









would u understand? ur right over the bright side..

no 1 ever teases u...no 1 ever punches u right on ur neck

no 1 ever stab u right into ur bone and smile

no 1 ever drain ur blood out

ur nvr hurt

but, do u even want to understand?

do u have the vision that ur dreams r slowly breaking apart infront of ur eyes??

u have all the good stuff...

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have no idea how it begines....have no idea how it will end....

have no idea y its so fake, but the feeling is so real...

have no idea y its so real..but ir feels so fake...

have no idea what the hell is wrong with me...or is it the world??

small actions that u dont even notice, have a big impect on the other side on the bridge...

this is not gonna earn me any tags...this is not gonna help any1 with anything...

i have no idea what am i doing...

its all getting outta control and the book have no answers...

some1 get me outta here...

or could i just sleep it all away?

wake me up when its over...

BAM!!!!

freaking espoir....30% gfa...me nat gay and wei chy managed to pull it off MINUTES before she asked for the work....coz that justin NVR CAME THIS WHOLE WEEK....= =" freeloader

im only doing this for my 30%...who EVER READS that over cost book WHICH THE MONY COULD HAVE SPENT ON AIR-CONDITION?!!

I FREAKING NEED THE RESULTS....

= ="

SS test is really, OMGWTF....hard...im better in source base coz u can talk cock the whole way and still get the marks...

gfa gfa gfa....stupid...60% of the whole score?? what kinda shit is that?! D=

eoy eoy eoy....irritating...only 40% of the whole score?? what the shit is the meaning of this?!! D=

and today...i really found out how good/bad my adhd/add is...

it was resess...was doing my bio stuff in the study corner and jh's helping me....

and I am the 1 doing the work but HE's the one more focus then me...wow

lee kuang was play random notes on the pinao and i was like "eh?! that sounded like fall for you!!!" "do ur homework la!!!" "o...right....but that really sounded like fall for you!!! what note did u play??" turn at lk...see what note he plays...then look back at the book...and all this while jh was looking at MY bio book...wow..

well thx jh for helping me =)

well...y do we like to get hurt so much??

Jealousy, and the land of raindows (thats a gay ass book title...use it one day)

Jealousy over small things that have a great impact...

well lets grats the teams who won the fresby game 1st...as expected, my class didnt win a shit...not sad?? just kinda unexpected that 3pc guys cant win tho...

i dont really know the girls result as we were busy trying to get back louis' fresby...and cheering from behind the auditorium (hongseng throw it on the roof or sth...louis is a really daring guy man...)

so..back to the subject...what am i do jealous about??

well, theres this few things like, thing i really wanted to do but have nvr do b4 and some1 did it before me...jealous...

ppl could do sth i could do but better...jealous...

but, there r not many who made me jealous so much then HER

she manages to do all 2 things that made me jealous...

and shes sticking her face infront of me every single day, and i cant hate her....

whos that HER???

ITS MY CAT MISSY!!! ><"

i wanted to just lay at home doing nth...but no?! i have to go to school!!!!(not saying that school is 100% bad...)

i wanted to get all i ever wated right where i wanted...but no?! i cant have it...(well, not ALL stuffs)

i want ppl to serve me!! but no?!! im doing stuffs for others...

i just want to care about NTH!!!!! BUT NO!!! THERES SO MUCH THINGS TO CARE!!!

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got so tired today...not only i was running around, i was tired inside....

i have to say, im not happy...

i tried to smile...some natual...some not...

yea, i did...but when i reached home...it all comes back to square one...and im tired of smiling...

some times home dosent funtion like it was or like i wanted to be...

well at least i tried...=)

slowly working to the land of rainbows??

IF YOU SEE THIS...

YOUR INFRONT OF A COMPUTER SCREEN....

WHICH MEANS YOUR GOING TO DIE...

WHY?

ITS CURSED!!!!!!!!

IT SUCKS YOUR TIME AWAY?!!!!!??!?!?!

WHY??

WHEN U OPEN THE WINDOW(fire fox) YOU WOULD GO TO OTHER WEBSITES!!!!!!!!!

AND IT WILL CONTINUE AND CONTINUE AND CONTINUE...

SO DONT READ THIS!!!!

ITS NOT TOO LATE TO CLOSE THIS WONDOW!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

studying is bad and good for u at the same time...wtf is this man....

O...that was the 170th post

and this is the 171th..wow..it means A LOT, seriously...yea...

so...im feeling better now...thx for excisting? u guys being a fool really cheers me up, although some of u dont even know what happened..

yea..so, A.D.D rox coz it came up with this kinda stuff...

Chin Teck, the Counter Terroist, drives a Crazy Taxi that parks it under a Coconut Tree, and met his friend Charles Trippy

Continue to story!!! D= lol

Unamed

theres like, 2 me inside...

one of them want to search and distroy..the other one is stopping him from doing it...

one of them is breaking down to the eadge...the other one is laughing as usual...

one of them is almost going to kill someone...the other one is almost killing the other other one

one of them wants to do sth really dramatic, the other one wants to keep things as it is

should i be feeling anything? or its just because i kinda expected it?

im suppreised on the way i reacted...its the excat opposite of what i thought i would be reacting...well, almost...

thx for noticing...if u noticed...

feel kinda usless getting stuck here...well thats what both of me could agreeded on..

well everything has to end one day...so...yea...

the last wave, those last words...

good bye...good bye...

WE R ALL DEAD

GLOBAL WARMING IS KILLING EVERY1!!!

so, from what i understood from the tv, theres a cycle where earth become cold and hot and cold and hot between the few million years or sth...and the earth should be in its cold cycle NOW, but, its freaking heating..y? thx to humans = ="

2012, the legendary year where the earth ends, with all those super crazy reasons about the center of the milky way and the sun and the earth lining up and the Mayan calender countdown thing...

or, it could be this october, where some bunch of crazy scientists smash 2 atoms with 99.99% (or sth like that) of speed of light together, where it could be making a black hole right on earth and kill earth

or this giant pink loud of ow would be killing every1 he eats!!!!

there r so many ways ppl, or planet could die...why r we here? a freak accident? random occurrence? the big GOD made us?

everything would sound so important and pro where u include a bunch of scientific theories and the word GOD in it, whoa, i just did it, lol

does this world is really about, make use of others to gain for urself? or is there sth else that could happen in humans time spent on earth..

r ppl going to open their ass cracks and see, not only this physical world is dying, but also, everything else? (if u know what i mean)

can ppl stop fighting eacher other and fight the problem??

dan brown on youtube is so damn right....if all the ppl spent 1/2 the time debating if god exist and spent it on solving the problems like global warming, rape, ect. the problems would be a step closer to be solved....

but, no?! it doesnt matter if the world is crumbling out there? all they cares is if they would go to heaven??!

wow...not bad for a day in thinking...now, i need to start studying....DAMN

would i ever reach my dreams??

happy 74th bday bb

yea, its boys' brigade's 74th bday, yay

we all saw gab!!! he made a vid for the anniversery today, with an ang moh accent, whoa, not bad

his brother is like a fool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL, quite cute, NOT

be back soon~

then its my turn to make a vid when im in canada

but he still have his classic laugh, with a better heair cut, big time

seriously, y do i KEEP forgeting what i want to type? OMG, im old

and, tml im gonna take the pics, i'll try....(3rd post reminding me to take the pic...tsk...im a lazy old man)

popcorn starts with a p and ends with an orn, big deal!!

have u ever wonder, what its black to u, might be blue to others!!! u'll nvr know!!!

wow!!!

spare a thought to those to died on 9-11 too....

wth?!

i wanted to blog a long time ago, my bro was playing his game, whoa = ="

i wanted to take a pic of all the present i got, the camara's memory is full, whoa o.o!

my hair got cought for too long, in the end he say my frinch was not THAT bad and he only cut a little, pissed louis off so much, whoa XD

i skiped chinese class yesterday, teacher call my mom today, i picked up the phone and she thought im my dad, i notice the DRAMATIC changes in her tone when she found out im myself, and strait away say im lazy and asked am i from taiwan, for the 4th time, whoa o.0?!

this world have way too much problems and way too less solving done....

i just forgot what i wanted to post..

pic soon...pic soon...(2nd time, i guess)

wow Wow wOw wOW WOW wow

thx EVERY1 for wishing me i happy bday~ =D

the piggie is cute geraint =D

and the shirt is gona be used to be sign on guys = ="

had pictures both of the presents and stuffs in hk

coming up soon =D

lets see how many posts i need till i actually get the pics up...

i dunno y but im just gonna say this, bobby lee ROX!!! mad tv ROX!!!

WOOT!!!

NC16 MOVIES~ XD

Dot dot dOT Dot dot DOt dOT

its my birthday~

im officially 16!! o.o

and the election for some big place in hk is also on my birthday, whoa, big deal

and even the airport have some present for me...

more like singapore airline have a birthday special for me...

im typing this in the hk airport because..........................................

the airline is freaking delayed = ="

and i got school tml...damn

anyway..................................

i've got a hard time finding stuff for u guys, thx to globalization

well i brought a little snack thing for every1, i dont have a lot so dont blame me if u dont get anything, 1st come 1st serve o.o

some how i got a feeling that u can buy sth like that over there....dont blame me if u ate that b4...blame globalization o.o

its the thought that counts =D

chino pc games r CHEEP, got 2 of them

wii games r...easy to get...

eh?! y do i get wii games??

COZ I GOT A NEW WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII =D

yay me? dont ask me how i got it...its a long story = ="

if some how was thinking about my grandma.......D=

thx for every1 wishing me a sweet 16 =D (that sounds gay = =")

thx for tagging here too...i can see that ur bored lol

free internet in the airport rox =D

ok...see if i would blog again...dont count on it tho...

=D

see u tml~

O.O

its so close to...

MY BIRTHDAY~

and happy bday to joyce~

and happy bday soon to my babby niese too~

shes soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute ><"

seeing her jumping around, playing hide and seek with the trees outside

so simple, jeliousy................

so nice to be a baby...

watching makes me smile...i've nvr been smiling for so long for a long time...

happy belated bday to mel too

happy bday to all sep ppl~

=D

The HongKong post

its...hot here...= ="

its the same temperature but its more humid, so its hotter....= ="

the foods awesome tho =D

we had ostrich meat the other night....looks and taste like beef...just a little more ostrichie...

wanted to take a picture of it but i'd look dumb looking like a stipid toutist in my own place...lol

grandma doesnt look so good tho....D=

and i nvr promist to buy ANYTHING...i'll just try and get it...coz i dont really have time to go out...preety busy here ok?

grandma's house looks so empty...and just looking at her lying in the hospital just......hai...= ="

lets not talk about it...

stay happy =D

no use crying and crying when it doesnt do a shit...

and...

remember another good point on the mac!! o.o

the "quick release" of the power cable, so it wont drag the whole computer down...yup, IM SO GONNA GET A MAC LAPTOP D=<

OO!!!!

got my awesome bday present!!! >3<

i'd mention my mp3 exploded and my phone is 1/2 dead...so....

I GOT A NEW PHONE AND MP3~

yea, whoa, big deal

and im gonna spend my birthday on airplane, whoa, another big deal =D

happy holiday~