FIVE FACTS TAG!!!

ok...i thought i posted today..this morning...but they say the last time i posted is 19 july...so...i dunno...anyway, heres 5 facts about me and IF U READ THIS, UR TAGGED AND U MUST POST 5 FACTS ABOUT U AS SOON AS U FINNISH READING THIS

1. ultra forgetful...esp with numbers..dont kill me for forgetting ur birthday..D= i'll try to remember...
2. my mind always wonder off while left alone...and some times when talking to ppl...just call me when i start to ignore you and i'll be back
3. hate to read...i only read when im forced to, or i wanna keep my head bussy...from wondering off to dangerous places
4. a 100% music freak...when im with my mp3 and headphone...im alone...and start to act freakie
5. stick on the computer almost whole day long...

hope u'll just play and be tagged alone~

*a gd tittle is here*

the different between a smile and a laugh,

u can make a ppl laugh when he see a stupid thing or tickeled...but inside, he can be still sad

but a smile is when ur truly happy, when u truly understand, and inside, ur truly smiling

u can see its a fake smile but u cant tell if it is a fake laugh or a real laugh

thats the differences

y am i telling u that? i have no idea

seeing ppl smile is just great...ppl survive this world although its so damn messed up...

guess this is the strength of ppl...

some times u just lock YOURSELF into a dark room and swallow the key...trapping YOURSELF into this useless dark room, all u have to do is just shit that key out and open the door

i know its weird...i cant stop laughing myself too..lol..but its not all that a bull shit crap

even life might turn out not the way u wanted, maybe because its not the best for u...u just cant see it, just like ppl cant see that the world is round instead of a flat piece of land

as long as everyone is happy..thats all it takes...

even theres this thing u want to avoid so much, dont try to ignore it, or hate it...its just not the way to be happy...kill the problem...its hard, yes it is...but its better then 10,000 years of sadness...

but its just so hard...

and this little flu is really wearing me out...tired the sec i woke up...and have tuition after that...this is more mad that sparta...

*cough cough cough*

thats what did when im typing the password, and typed it correctly!! *sneeze*

yea...still kinda sick...= ="

got my 1st razors..gonna shave soon...IM NOT GAY!! D=

fun...hope i dont add on to my scar collection...alr got 1 on my face and 2 on my knee...and the 2 on the knee is freaking red now...im gonna die soon...just kill me if i turn into a zombie!!! or i'll kill you!!! D= (acording to the zombie suvival guides)

ok...im just losing my mind....

i've been losing my mind since i started losing my mind

which is like, since that day where i was killed

and stabed again and again

blood r preety~

so does snow~

imagine blood snow.....

thats not preety D=

i wish there were a letter that shapes like a inverted 'D' so u can do '=D' with the mouth on the other side, its gonna be cuter when u do 'D= =D' when both faces r smiling...=D

ok...lets spent some time for the dead...

really, the dead, jared's and geraints grandma passed away A LONG time ago...

wated to post this a lil more early...keep forgetting...

although i've nvr meet them, its better to just spend a lil time wishing them gd luck(or what ever)

i dunno about my grandpa...both of them passed away b4 im born...but my grandmas...whoa...cant imagine...dont wanna imagine...i scard i'll cry...serious

i love my grandmas, and my family, and my friends, and my cat, and my guitar, and mcr, and music, and...snow? =D

snowman!!!!

wanna new bass and amp...LOL

STOP WATCHING KOREAN SHOW MOM!!!! D=


=D

The cute brown punching bag..

Im...brown...LOL

have no idea y am i so concern about the color geraint used to lable me...

go read his post, its gd to see how other ppl think u are, u might be sending the wrong message to others...

i guess im the only person called emo so many times beside timo...am i supposed to be happy?

I DONT CARE, EMO HAIR ROCKS

and i gotta lose more weight to fit the "image" LOL

actually what made me post the last post was because i cant believe how many mcr haters out there, posting comments on the mcr section of the smosh forum...like, i dont care if u hate them, but y bother so much to go all the way to smosh's forum and say how much u hated them, instead u can go to other band section of the forum and say how much u love them?! y cant ppl do that? i just dont get it....

watched i few videos on you tube on how to survive a zombie invation...its cute, amazed how much effort ppl out in to prepare others for sth thats not gonna happen in the NEAR feature...im not sure if it will happen in distance future...but it might be a good thing...at least it will unite the whole human population and there would be no more fighting...at least among humans...hopfully..and by then guns would be everywhere, cool LOL

also i saw the "music video"(i guess) made my discovery channel, with most of the hosts of major shows on that channel...cute

stop and reflect on yourself a little...and dont forget to laugh at urself, after all,u might be missing out the joke of the century =D

also, im feeling fever-ish this few days...and my leg's mussel kinda sore after our 1st ruby lesson with yong chai...played CONTACT RUBY, it was epic...fun...and painful...and seeing the face hs made when i rammed him is just so enjoyable =D (ming young owns in ruby)

STILL WANTING TAKING BACK SUNDAY SONGS!!!! like the 1 on geraints blog, send me if u have it!!! D=

line of the day/night/what ever

stop hating and start to understand...

y ppl chose to hate some1 rather then to love some1?

issnt hate more painful? more depressing? more negative?

issnt love more wonderful? more cheerful? more posative?

if u hate some1 so much, y r u still talking about it?

if ur talking about it, y r u not understanding it?

and that was NOT only for that random hater on the tag box...its for EVERYONE

smile more! =D

a little smile a day, and u will a little closer to happiness

94.2 FM, the best radio station EVER *updated*

U KNOW HOW MUCH IT SUCKS TO SEE THE WHOLE FREAKING SCHOOL LEAVING AND I HAVE TO STAY?!!!? D=

went to jh's house for random majonging with jared and mark...weird..

seeing ALL OF U GUYS walking out and im stuck in sch...= ="

AND THAT YOUNG EN just have to scream "loser~loser~" into my face..

but thx those FEW PPL who wished me gd luck..once again im not gonna name coz i really scared i forget any1...

but the luck worked...REALLY WELL LOL

ok...now u might ask, whats up with 94.2 fm?

ok...in normal days, its just a normal radio station that air FREAKING CLASSICAL MUSIC all day long, but on special days, ITS THE OFFICIAL STATION FOR LISTENING COMPRE

YEA MAN, THE LISTENING PASSAGE IS FREAKING ON THE AIR MAN

so if u tune in to 94.2 fm on exam days, u do the paper along with every1 else, fun =D *thumbs up*

CANADA is coming closer...more and more ppl r asking me about stuffs...gland to know that there r ppl that cares...

well, more ppl r getting on the irritating ppl list....= ="

*update*
ok..so i remember what to add on...

dunno y, but i think they purposely broadcast the olvl passage on the classical radio channel..

coz 1st thing, who da heck listen to classical music besides brondon..hes the only ppl that i know listens to it..

then also, they MADE us listen to the freaking music for 20mins...not that im AGAINST classical...but the freaking song tittle of that song have the word "SLEEPY" in it...i cant remember coz i was to sleepy to remember...

THEY DO THIS TO MAKE US SLEEPY SO WE CANT DO UR PAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok not really....i doesn't affect me THAT much anyway...

oyea, and im invited to see the training camp for ns...IM FREAKING 16 1/2 MAN!!!!

D=

no matter what happens, im not going...bb is bad enough for me...but 5th coy ppl rox!!!!(well,
most of them...)

AND TODAY MARKS THE DAY I LICK MY HAIR FOR THE 1ST TIME OF MY LIFE!!! O.O

Yes, its another mixed up emo post

well, i dont have much to say anyway, u can leave now if u want...

talked to my mom, well kinda, and i GUESS she understands me more now...

the ouchy feeling r also fading away, i guess its a gd thing...

a lil gd luck for my exam tml? its o lvl ok?! an exam that i might not even getting the result with...

need to study more...my results r not really gd...OK FINE its bad...sucks...need motivation...

你真的很LMAO eh!!! i have no idea y am i saying this so many times this few days...and lmao is said as LE-MAO XD

detention today...copied the whole newspaper print out...dont really wanna say what happened before i get raped by dark suited guys that will come in from my window and kill me without a sound and just tell my mom that i ran away from home without a trace and make the whole world sad...

ok, im being paranoid these days...

and im being emo these months...

and starting to find this world more and more fucked up...

we cant look how we like, we cant do what we want, i know, 100% freedom can kill, but the school aint giving us much...

look at 1/2 way around the world, does having long dyed hair spoil the schools reputation? does having no uniform spoil the schools reputation? yes, i know, they made us a shirt that allows us to not tuck in our shirt (hey, theres no such word as tuck out ok? speak gd eng) but, did they take ANY opinion from us? have u made a few choices for us to make? do u have ANY idea how gay it looks?? (no offece to those hard core no.1 t lovers) what happen to the democratic world ur COUNTRY is making??

u just shoot out a t shirt and expect every 1 to like it...

and it look 100% different then the original shirt they show us in the hall...YES I STILL REMEMBER IT COZ I WAS PUNISHED ON STAGE WITH GERAINT lol

watched the black parade is dead dvd, after so long..frankie have a really weird hair now...lol

the nj show was cute, its just a small crap stage...which was so hot that they sweat like hell...yet he doesnt loses his breath THAT much...amazing how all those rock starts does it...

that have a new intro to the song helena, sounds better

i just like the live version of their songs....

they played a new song which the whole internet calls it "Stay" but they nvr told us the real name...they say they alr have a final name for the song...EXPECTING THEIR NEW ALBUM IN '09 o.o

now, im a sudden tbs(the american 1, not the sg tbs) + half life 2 crazy...

dont worry, mcr still rocks...=D