yay 160!!

wow..its the 160th post..not bad huh?

Ever have a steak in front of you, or whatever that u LOVE to eat, but, u cant have it, but, ur staring at it FOREVA, kinda feeling? maybe not..

owell...

ever wonder, does ppl REALLY see you? maybe not..

coz, no1 ever ignore you..

owell...

whould u care if i told u theres some1 outside looking for you??

too bad theres no1 outside...

can sth actually be so contradicting??

its, a totall killer, whoa

and, i still need to study...

sometimes, i wish its my birthday again...not for the presents...

its all the little that makes the different...

the tiniest thing could be a matter of life and death, if u know what i mean, most likely not, coz i have not told any1 lols

afterlife must be a good one...all, frozen and stuff...ppl remember you...having a special place in their heart...

i wonder y ppl, both chinese and the westerners (i guess..) used heart as the place for thoughts...for all the emotions...

in science, bio, heart is nth more then a lump of muscle that pumps blood thorough out your whole life

but, its almost like, your brain does nth at all about emotions...all of it feels like its from the heart...its all so real...like a knife that slash right into ur body, but, ur still standing...walking...

u could feel ur hear pumping...and every 'tug' sound, every breath, ur whole chest would cave in into a black whole of awesomeness and would nvr come out again

heh?

it might make totall sence, it might be a whole bunch of crap...i dont totally understand what above this line...but, maybe thats y songs seems to know you, seems to know excatly what ur going through...that just clicks right in...well, this shows, at least ur not alone...

you could say i told you so, if you want me to go...i hope your happy now =) no, really, i do =) coz normally u say this in a sarcastic way but not this time